I hate being distracted. It’s a dumb feeling that pesters and lingers on because your mind is no longer focusing on what it should be. I hate this feeling. Any moment you take your eye off the ball, your brain runs away. Can someone teach me to how NOT to be distracted? It’s not fun.its dumb, it’s awful, I hate this. If I could do something about the way I feel,I would.
I had this plan in my head for where I was going to be, how things were going to work out. But it has not so far. I really wish I had more control.
Sometimes think it would be best to not have a heart.