tonight is one of those nights that I get what that really means. Don’t panic, this is not “the last will and testament” of me. It’s just me feeling the absolute stress of the journey. It’s only week 2 and guess what? I have an exam in 3 weeks time. Somehow, they’ve found a way to smash our brains into bits.
Dearest friends, if you are considering/applying to medical school, REALLY really really make sure that you want it. Don’t jump into it assuming that it’s “not too bad”. It’s not. I really mean it. There is so much too learn and so little time. You feel overwhelmed instantaneously.
I can’t function tonight. I wish I could press the PAUSE button on tomorrow. Sadly, no such luck. I don’t want to fail at this but I’m terrified. What the hell.