I just came back from a walk with my dad. I told him about Oxford. The disappointment showed. But he’s supportive and everything which made me want to cry. (insert frustrated scream here) If only I had been a better candidate. If only I could make my parents proud.
I just hope that there is something out there in my future. Edinburgh has always been my top choice so I pray pray pray that I get in there. It would be nice to share some good news with my family you know?
The only upside of not getting the interview with Oxford is that next week I’m going to watch Wicked. The interviews were scheduled for the same days so I would have flown off to UK next Friday, had I gotten the spot. But I didn’t so, Singapore here I come. Mixed feelings over the whole thing now. I’m happy yet I feel so dejected at the same time. oh well.