beginning at the end

today is the seconds last day of the year and I don’t know how I should feel. Hrm. Next year is a LOAD of work just barreling towards me and I’m pretty nervous. What if I completely flake out? What is the pressure gets to me?

Grin and bear it I suppose. I feel 2010 slipping away like the tide retreating back to the sea. Slow and tremulous.