i have never felt so low in my life after receiving a test score. I feel like crap. Who in the world gets a 4.5/15 on a Thinking Skills test? Who else but me? I nearly burst into tears during class. Gosh. A 4.5. Converted into percentage that’s 30%. A fricking fail. I have never felt so sick to my stomach about a grade. And here I was thinking “I don’t think I got that bad a mark”. Clearly my gut is not as effective as I thought.
Clearly I have a lot to worry about when my mom comes for the Parent Teacher Meeting on Friday. I’ve been begging her not to go but she’s even more adamant to attending it. I am so screwed. Why did I hate to mess up my Thinking Skills paper? 😦 😦 😦 Even my Physics marks are a relief in comparison. I HATE MYSELF.
I must work harder. I am not doing enough.